I’m not sure how she’s sick. I took her to the vet the other day and they put her on a bland diet and I’m trying to give it to her but she’s not eating it. Her liver is enlarged. We’re not sure why. She’d been throwing up every morning for a week which was why I brought her in to the vet.
But now I’ve got her in my lap and she’s shivering. She just won’t stop shivering. She still hasn’t eaten anything since yesterday morning. And she’s a gobble dog. If there’s food she’d eat it. So this is really not normal.
So I’m really worried. I’m worried that I could be losing my closest friend. I’m worried that I’m going to need my dad’s help again to pay for all of her expenses, which he]s going to resent and I’m going to feel guilty about. And Sheridan will be gone.
I know I’m jumping far ahead here but that’s where my mind has to go. What if she’s in pain. What if it will take too much money to take care of her? What am I going to do?
Sheridan saved me after a really big trauma in my life. She’s been the love of my life for almost 13 years now. What kind of gaping hole is she going to leave when she’s gone?
Have you ever noticed that creatures asleep are really cute? I look at my puppy (13 year old puppy) and she is just the sweetest thing when she’s relaxed into sleep.
Sometimes she snores and even THAT is cute! Mostly because they’re little snores. She also twitches in her sleep and that is just amusing as all get out.
Of course, most people with think of babies sleeping when talking about how cute something is when asleep. I agree with that, but I have a broader view too. Animals in general are very cute when sleeping.
I also like Sugar Gliders when they sleep. They get all cuddled together and you can barely tell where one stops and another begins. They curl up in a pocket and drift off.
Okay, that’s it for today!
This group is amazing. I will admit that for about 2 weeks I’ve been completely obsessed with them. I have listened/watched their YouTube videos morning, noon and night. My mom is a bit concerned for my mental health at this point. But they are SO good that I can’t help it! I am blown away by their talent and music arrangements.
I watch these guys do their thing and it’s like mentally I’m drooling because of how good they are! I get so focused on them and I revel in their musical glory.
I really wish I could be a part of a group like that.
p.s. if you don’t know who this group is, then y’all had better get cracking! They’re awesome and deserve to be known everywhere!
I woke up this morning writing a thank you note again. I’m loving this! It is such an awesome and amazing feeling to be grateful for the things and people in my life.
I’ve certainly experienced how tough it can be to feel that way, but I think that anyone can be grateful. It all depends on practice and willingness. I have to thank my blog for that. Maybe that will be tomorrow’s blog post. 😉
I’m going to go type up my thank you note now so that the reciever of said thank you note can actually read it… Yeah, my handwriting is pretty horrible. *wince* But my typing is really pretty. *wink*
Have a wonderful and grateful day everybody!